The Rise, The Fall & The Rebuild Of True Geordie

It blew my fucking mind. I don't know whose dick I've gotta suck to get fucking respect round here. True Jordi went through incredible adversity to get to where he is today. Depression. Anxiety. And he's one of the few people that's willing to tell you about it. My ego was just going fucking crazy. I'm the man. All the worst parts of me amplified. It was it was better than a drunk. It was better than anything. It was like Wow.

I would have carried on doing that probably if I hadn't of had a moment of like boom. It just felt like everything I'd been building to had been like really Like fucked up. I knew I needed humbled. But it was brutal. I literally wanted to kill myself, like, you know, I really, really did. When you love someone more than anything else in this world, that matters. And where others would have capitalized on a sob story, she was far too precious for me.

Two Shame. She was mine. She wasn't there for anyone else, she was just my mom. And I miss our every fucking day, bro, but once you give it

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