Davina McCall: “I was doing cocaine with my mum at 15!”

I think out of everything. She was worried about me. Do you know what I mean? Like that was her last thought, like She's a TV presenter and fitness fanatic multiple time best selling author. Rarely off our televisions and what you see is what you get. After Big Brother I thought what else can I do to get famous? So I was always a bit of a show off. Mom, you made a mistake. How great I am. That's at the back of everything.

Why? I did poke with my mum at fifteen, I did it with my sister at 14. You were doing drugs? Yeah, like all drugs were my problems. I'd left my job, no money, nothing. I will literally do anything. To stop feeling like this. I'm gonna find someone for help. I'm fucked.

Ten years ago you lost Caroline. You are a system. It was definitely the worst thing that ever happened to me. I was just trying to be really strong for her. And I kept saying to her.

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